so there i was,enjoying his performance and forgeting all those freaking problem i have..his voice never fail to amaze me n somehow i found something different in his voice..its deeper and more mature imo..
and then during talk before performing the first noel (if im not wrong) suddenly he got choke up when talking about his memory of his previous previous christmas with their family caroling or something (i dont know whats hes talking about coz the stream is not that good and im not good at listening in english xdxd)...
whoaa david i never see him so emo before in the concert after-idol-era..
but i have nothing in mind coz maybe he got emo coz its his hometown...he cry few times when he performed on his hometown during idol.. and just like what he said NO PLACE LIKE HOME..
and then the show go on like usual until the last song...usually he'll sing o holy night and pick little drum boy as his encore song but its the other way around..hmm so he want to end the show with emo song..i smell something but ignore it second later...
and here they come the last performance of the night (or so i thought coz it ended up far more than just a night) o holy night...and suddenly he make some announcement to the audience which once again i fail to hear what he said(thanks to my super low english ability)...the crowd suddenly on their feet to give him standing ovation..ah i guess its something good...but then i read some tweet on comment section and BAM BAM BAM BAM..
(i watch this again to see n listen what he said n i almost cant hold my tears..n im a man lol)
David Archuleta would do full service on his church..
i dont know what that means but the words 'full' and some words like 'its not like i no longer want to do music anymore' make my heart sank so deep i cant even breath..
so then i keep reading the comment and know the fact that he'll become mormon missionaries and serve full time for 2 years according to http://www.aboutmormonism.com/mormon_missionaries.html .
it means no new music for the next 2 years?
it means no performance for the next 2 years?
it means no tour for the next 2 years?
it means i cant see his face for the next 2 years?
it means i cant listen to his voice for the next 2 years?
it means no tweet for the next 2 years?
and it means todays last performance is his last performance for the next 2 years?
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i dont even know what to react...during o holy night performance i felt like i should really sad and cry a river or some but.. no... i just lost..
i feel happy and proud and sad at the same time..
im happy for him coz its what he really want n doing what u want is an unchangable joy..
i feel proud coz he able to make this big decision for his life in this age... younger than me..n he did soooo much better..
i feel sad coz i think im not gonna able to see him on news and tour more like i used to..
Dear David Archuleta ,
im a proud fans...im happy and respect your choice..youre such an inspiration for me ..thank you for everything..u gave me such incredible 2nd family n friend...u helped me grow..u helped me thru some of my darkest day with your song n voice..
we will always support you..and we'll be here when you comeback..
so...comeback soon bro
here goes my super long rant n sorry for the rumble and confusing messed up words (whoever read this or just to myself coz im sure noone read this mess lmao)..i cant sync my mind and heart at the moment..its too full..
i need to hibernate again too...maybe 2 years..along with david..or maybe ill join together with him in missionary...but ill teach my religion instead..so me and david would compete each other..thats sound awesome XD..
WE'LL WAIT FOR YOU
so in the meantime while we're waiting for david archuleta comeback stage xdxd...why dont u try to listen to some of kpop..XD...imma soshi/girls generation/shoujo jidai/so nyeo shi dae/snsd fans too aka sone so go check their song...they have a good heart and good song too...here's gee mv to cheer u up..
